February 2011
97 posts
January 2011
104 posts
Not sleeping well or right, restless for a new start but I do not know where to begin. I want the past year to never exist and everything would have been different. I would be on the West Coast, living the dream I have had since I was a kid. Silly mistakes I made these past months would not exist and you would never have existed to me.
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Drifting In A Raft.
Putting me out on the street, walking the anger out through steps that never end. Legs sore and my mind is reckless. Letting everything we had bleed its way from midnight to the silver sun rising. Stamping letters, going to a foreign place. Living with the pain you’re causing me, enough is enough.
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Baby- Dave Matthews Band
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It All Came True.
All my nightmares and dreams are coming true. Making me mad, I write everything down as the words never seem to mean more than a glimpse of my phrase. Frustrated with what the world has thrown my way but nothing is taking it back. Living life as if it were going to change, yet my clothes still reek of you. Changing my sheets, erasing your being. Ready to move forward, I hope that this City is...
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Hold My Hand- Hootie & The Blowfish
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All Of My Heart, Has Gotten Lost.
Feeling too much in my bones, when all I am doing is loosing it all. Talking it all out, hope is your new found middle name. Under the kissing sky, dancing free through too many steps taken with too much to say. Bent backwards as the real world is sweeping me right off my feet.
Deciding to turn off the light, God has saved my prayers when I was in the dark, hiding alone. Taking steps backwards to only be put back ahead.
“Don’t stop calling, you’re the reason I love losing sleep.”
– Manchester Orchestra (via helloimstephen)
This band is unreal live.
My mind is a endless idea. While my body is a puzzle, but now I just need to find a way to put these ideas all together. Too many options, stay to figure out real happiness. Smiles greet us on the streets, strangers in passing with nothing more to give. Not sure how to take the next step, as everything is falling to the ground. Mystery keeps me awake at night and I am left dreaming of what reality...
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Bent- Matchbox Twenty
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Mistaken Course.
All the sounds seem to mean nothing. The piano captures me and I am lost again. Free from the worries and troubles, in happiness that feels as ease. Trains are a quiet journey to the past and the books fall off the shelf. I know life is here, we are living in the now. I am scared that I am never a day younger but I seem to age with worry lines on my forehead. Misty skies and cold temperatures line...
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At 4:30, it is going down.
Once You Have Me, You'll Always Come Back.
Too many situations, curses breaking me down through obsession. You, you have loved to hate me. Bringing me to life though, it is harder than you know. Lying has become one of our favorite burnout, you’re a criminal in my eye.
sassyshelbs:
This is Mackie and I right now.
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Coming into a place. Not sure what is to be said or seen, I have been waiting for this to be the candle that will burn out. I smoke too much and ink has become permanent once again, I always wait for you even though I know you’re not coming back. I do not want to let you go, but I just want to hear your heart beat one more time.
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There She Goes- The Getaway People
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Scared and worried, too many lights flashing on the insides about to break out. Restless in a city that seems to always be sleeping, may I am living this all backwards. Special trips from point A to B. No one knows where I go, just getting lost for the time being. Tomorrow is a new day and I can not wait to ride the bull with the horns.
Sledding
Dad: Just wanted to say that we are sledding. We have a new inflatable and it flies. It is a 2 person. No need to reply. Love you miss you Dad.
