January 2010
34 posts
It all unfolds like a story book. The way the moon shines upon your hair and our memories play across our eyelids. The world was such a lonely place for so long, until I found and understood your love. Sometime around midnight, the world became ours. We brought in a new beginning and year, just in time for the final bell call. The day we met and the first time we held hands, yours were so rough...
When the clock strikes midnight tonight, all the bullshit you fed me and our friendship for the past decade is done. Enjoy the next decade, because I will without you in it.
December 2009
27 posts
The Simple Pleasures of Life.
1) I saw the sunrise and set for two days straight, it was the most beautiful thing to witness from an airplane. A simple pleasure of life.
People talk all the time asking how your doing. I wish I could give them an answer that speaks the truth, but they don’t know anything about us. Child, anything is possible. Just believe it. The world is our place, where we are given it all. We just have to make it what we dream.
The Silence Speaks.
We are oh so quiet. Tip toeing into your room in the dark. I cant see a thing but the smirk on your face. The moon is shinning through your balcony and the windows are wide open in the middle of another cold month of December. If you make a sound, we are going to be running for the door.
Top 15 Albums of 2009!!
In no particular order… 1. The Fray- The Fray 2. Manners- Passion Pit 3. Ordinary Riches- Company of Thieves 4. Not Without A Fight- New Found Glory 5. Big Whiskey and the GrooGrux King- Dave Matthews Band 6. Who Are You Now? -This Providence 7. New Again- Taking Back Sunday 8. Ursa Major- Third Eye Blind 9/10. Fourteen Years of Excellence (EP) & Mean Everything to Nothing- Manchester...
I can take you away. Live the life of the dreams we wish we had as our realities. I don’t know the truth, though my dreams are coming to life in front of me, I would love for you to stop beating around the bush and accept it. I haven’t felt this way before, but I would appreciate your understanding ways because your faith is going to help me. Its all impossible to ignore, I am wanting...
You told me your love was over. The day before Christmas Eve, you plan on leaving in February, I hope you know that once you walk out on our life I don’t want anything to do with you. Twenty-five years you spent with my father and now you say you don’t love him anymore. Can you please explain that to me? Because its really not making any sense. You don’t understand how much I...
I love Pandora Radio! It is bringing me back to the music I deeply love. Yes, happy editing everyone. Welcome to break Mackie…!
Found an old one...
And today was the fall of our love. Did you know that you broke me down to my knees? I lost all my sympathy for you, yeah you. The heartbreak that I took, was nothing compared to the bruise around your eye. Oh eye. I count the moments I see your face and hope you dropped to your knees again, for her. You were constantly untrue to who you were, yet can you ever hold up your end of a bargain. I...
My fingers are sore and my brain is like a ticking clock. The snow is piled up to the windows and the stench of last nights game of Roots is still socked on my clothes. Your pupils were huge and I could see that you weren’t in the right state of mind. I let that fact stand in the way, but your hand still held mine. You couldn’t keep yourself together but boy were you beautiful. You...
I love the smile I saw on your face, because whenever you do smile, it brings one to my face. Your so honest and make everything else disappear. Your jokes make me laugh, your eyes make me melt. I find it beautiful how you can make me feel like I am on top of the world with you by my side.
13466.) I want to marry you when I'm older, or at...
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Your shoes dont fit anymore.
Your shoes are constantly untied and your tripping about to fall on your face. Hold yourself up because now is your time to shine. Its not going to be worth it when you cant remember a thing about it. The games you play you need to learn to play right because at the rate your going at, its about to crush your body. Your pen was your deadly weapons while half of us use words. Your already twelve...
“I am real. If I wasn’t real, I shouldn’t be able to cry.”
– Some genius man.
I really like to write. I kept 12 composition notebooks my sophomore year of high school, a Google-blog my junior year and this year I have resorted back to another online blog (here). Today I decided to get a new notebook and starting today, writing is becoming personal again. Not something that I have to show the world, something that can help get me through my life.
This song has been stuck in my head for a while...
You chewed my ear off telling me that what you were wasn’t good enough. Its not the fact that you told me you wish you died in the ICU, and that your life would have been easier. Its the fact that you feel that your a burden on the world. Your destiny is to be alive, just hold on tight because your going to get through this. The idea of leaving the world is scary to anyone. Its just not your...
“I think those icons need icons so people know what they mean.”
– (via clientsfromhell)
Yes.
I lost the idea of who I was, but some how the memories we had this summer came to life again. I found a notebook that I kept all my secrets in for three months of summer. It made me feel so refreshed. The photographs, notes from people across the world and the weird activities we were involved in made me want to cry, I miss the days when things were simpler. Lets all start over again.
Your eyes are closed and your mind is playing the scene and memories right in front of you. You see the world at the bottom of your hands and in your palm lays the answer to your faults. You broke the one thing you had left do you feel any better now? I hope you know that this is all we had left to leave you with.
Close your eyes and let the dream world take you in,
because this is going to be the ride of your life.
The thrills you once were scared of just came to life
and the tears that were lying in the bed of your eyes
poured out for the world to see.
You live in a glass room where all you see is
the world starring back at you
waiting for the perfect reaction.
But does it hurt you more to feel...
Happy First Snow Fall!
You always look around with such loaded looks. But are you strong enough to handle the truth? My pen has taken heat for a year to long. This is it my darling ex-best friend, my pen is no longer a weapon.
I have gotten over the fact that you treat me like dirt, walk over me and put me down so you can feel less insecure. Your lies are dripping like the paint splattered across the walls and your...
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– Dennis, “It’s Always Sunny” (via labeledbones) (via itsalwayssunny)
My senior quote. How fantastic!