January 2009
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Mitchell Davis →
This is one of the funniest YouTube accounts I have ever seen. Its simply amazing. Watch The New Years episode or the Meezy one. Its fantastic!!!
Have a wonderful day!
Its hard to make it through these days.
I wake up and wonder are you going to be there for me? Will you just hold my hand for a while? And tell me what love has to offer. Will I be alright? I walk down the streets begging for someone to take me away from here. Its 9 am, and I don’t know why. I can sit here and write for a while but slowly I let my mind drift to you, Your smile was always such a nice thing too. I make myself some...
I’m scared. Its as easy as that. The truth. Its always so far fetched. We run and live a life, that will never be truly normal. We wait and hope for a change in our lives. Once things get settled, the season is already changing. Wishing and wanting. Waiting and counting. Love and Dreams. Its 6:45 and I wait to still hear from you. I wonder if I will ever be one of those girls who cry over a...
The power is back on, and the snow outside is being washed away with a light fall of rain. We count down the days, till we see reality become history. Everyday is a day closer to our last, so why not give it a big bang. You asked for my opinion now lets see if it all matters to you. “You broke my heart” she cried with a tear running down her face. How can people be so crewl and do that...
LOST: THE LEGACY CONTINUES...
iamelliotjames:
So here I am. Another week. Same old shit. Watch my friends stuck on an island. Or i guess trying to get back to it now. Why am i so into this show? I don’t think i’ve watched a single episode where the adrenaline hasn’t stopped pumping. Good luck everyone…
-E
I understand his logic. Its truly a great show.
I dont really know, but I know I am not this type of person. Who is so quiet spoken, so whats a girl to do? In life there are so many things that make people want to know whether this is just a phase with the season? Whats a girl to do? Slowly we walk the lines, is this really happening or is this just another game. Oh baby cause I know it hurts and I know the feeling when you hand touched under...
I love reading the old things that I have written. I have 9 composition note books full of little tid bits of poems and lyrics that I have written over the past year. Soon though they didnt get written into those pages and got placed on here. Its hard to believe that I used to say so much then, compared to now. Its hard. Lifes hard.
The world is so full of magic, waiting to tell this untold...
I put on my jeans today, and listened to a song that made me think so much about you and miss you oh so bad. I woke up an hour early today and went on with my business as I normally would. It was all the same old story that I heard the day before. I bought makeup to cover up the redness in my eyes, do I look more attractive to you? I could have given you all that I got, but it came out of no where...
Its 4 am and all I can wish is to be in your arms tonight. Wishing and wanting have never been so similar. I am constantly writing because I am scared that I will be forgotten. Its crazy, but I want people to know the truth, even though they are not today. The only thing I hear is the pen on the paper, the heat just switched on. Outside its 11 degrees and the thermostat is set to 65. Man I wish it...
You are Beautiful.
I hate the way that life has a funny way of sneaking up on us. We can be something so great, yet someone will always be better than us. We tried something new today, but the lights went out so no one could see it. Beautiful. Love is imaginary, yet its unbelievable. I remember walking into the opening ceremony and wishing it would never end, something pulled me down and I was begging please asking...
I used to write, a lot. These are some things I...
It doesn’t come easier than this, The choice between love and faith. The worlds at my finger tips but im not sure, Whether its what I want in life. I wander around the streets when no ones out. Just so I have that feeling of being alone for the time being. Im trying to not fail so I can make you happy. So im living this dream and wanting to wake up to reality.
Staring Back At Me. The issues from...
I wonder sometimes. What makes a person think. Is it the constant thoughts of you in my head, or the tapping of my pen thats making me tick. The clock struck twelve, and I lost my golden shoes and magical dress. A princess’ life was simply not in the cards for me, and being the girl thats doing what shes told is all that they needed. It seems like nothing in the world is ever going to be our...
Swing Swing.
I went by your house, for old times sake. Its hard to believe that it was my first time around that part of time in two years. The worst thing about that, is that your gone. You left and never told me. Its hard to know that what we used to have was forgotten in a sense. I am not mad at you, just shocked that I was never told. Does that even make any sense? I feel like a part of me is suffering. I...
Bud.
Three years. Three years since I last saw your smile. Its hard to try and remember the expressions you would give me, or the way you would look at me at the beginning of the day. We would walk into class together and just sit there talking while getting yelled at by a teacher. Sometimes after school we would go to town together and get ice cream and talk about the latest issues in our lives. Yours...
I wish we did not walk away, cause then we would never have had to pretend that we cared for each other. All of our lies have become reality and now nothing is ridding on our shoulders anymore. I took your picture in Studio, it made me learn that I can do this all better are you happy now? There are 4 dogs next door that have been crying all night long. The bags under my eyes are proof that this...
Now I Only Waste My Time Dreaming Of You.
I was listening to older cds that I found around my room. Its hard to believe, that each record one band produces have a whole different meaning and story behind it. Its cool, yet scary to me at the same time. It reminds me of talking to a friend who you have not talked to in a long time. Nothing in time is every really the same other than that last moment you were friends.
I think thats all I...
I feel like its time to take a break and leave everyone and everything behind to face the truth. Spoken like a true Queen. Words and advice is what gets me through the day. Do you have any for me? I saw a little boy today playing in the snow. It made me want to be young and free again. Simply that. I am just a poor girl trying to find something to inspire me. I can not lose my scholarship and I...
I have become a failure. Its so simple to say but the feeling is making me want to be buried alive. I regret never saying sorry and that so many things were left unsaid. Everyday I try to pay you back, but learn that there is nothing that can describe how much I feel I owe you. Who knew the man of my dreams was dreaming of me? That the sun outside is going to stop shinning towards the end of the...
Excuse me can you get me a doctor? I have been waiting here with the blood dripping from my hand. Slowly the clock is ticking, and I don’t have a feeling anymore. We wait for the good news to come quick yet waiting has become such a sin. A cigarette would be nice for me to take deep breaths and just breathe again. Count the beats in your pulse please. Just be here for another day so I can....
Take a deep breath, there she goes talking about something that does not matter again. I tried to tell you to forget this. I have not seen parts of the world, yet I am okay, because one day we will together. I am just wearing my sneakers. Wanting to run away, but my feet are stuck like bricks. I am trying to understand you, as i sit here underneath the maple tree. There is snow all around me, yet...
This is my current state of mind. I wait and wonder, who will be there when the time is right. For so long I have been waiting for you to be the one to save me, but I dont want that anymore. One day I hope to throw it all in your face. Just to prove that I should have meant more to you. The clocks ticking the time, yet I dont want to go further into the future. I am scared of the past, cause I...
I cleaned my room. Got rid of the old found places to keep the new things. It was good to get rid of the remaining of you. I am excited to see a new start around here and tell them to you. It made me cry getting rid of everything that reminded me of you. But that was the last thing you told me to do, so whats done is done right? I feel so empty, but I don’t know how or who can fill it. Its...
We watched this movie, as a joke between the two of us. Slowly I took off all the posters on my walls so they were no more remembrance of you. It broke my heart in two and I can never think of you the same way again. The sun shined brighter today. It was twenty degrees yet it felt like fifty. I saw another Miracle today, yet it was sadder than the others. We all are looking very weak and I just...
I will say it as easily as I can without trying to overwhelm you. The roses outside look lovely, yet they are covered in inches of snow. Slowly we count the minuets on the clock but are more focused on the second hand. The blood drips on the white tile floor yet there is no sign of blood from a mile away. The cat is crying though she just ate sometimes I wonder what it would be like to have a...
I am writing a book, about how horrible my life is going right now. Do you want to read it for me so far?
I am bit messy.
I can count how much you destroy me more than the fingers on my hands. I wait and wonder how your feeling in these cold months today. Sometimes when the grass gets green a smile appears for thee. It starts to spread like the wings upon that angel of mine. Baby, Baby dont you know you got to say it back to me for it to mean something? Don’t you know you got to believe me somehow? Now just say...
I listened to your voice and there was no hint of love left. Just a simple nod of the head and I decided to finally walk out of the door. Love was supposed to have meaning but by the time we were through, the world became useless. Its what you did to me that makes it hurt more than the day before. Oh, its how it ended that kills my insides. Makes me regret waking up in the morning. You gotta be in...
So in school finals began today. So i was all prepared to do well and for once in my life because I actually studied. But then because Money is always important to a private school in Lake Forest, I was pulled from my exam and told I could not take it until 1200 dollars was paid. Got to love high school. I dont really no why but it made me cry. this was the first time I have cried in the last year...
Once I am gone, will you care?
We live a life for only a certain amount of time. Everyday were closer to death. yeah I said it. I doubt you would expect people to be that honest. But once were gone who’s gonna care? Can anyone answer me that? I always wonder what there is after life, are we living in a dead persons body, will there even be a moment that we experience the pain of death? There are so many little things that...
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– Kenzie Ward
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Lets take a jump into reality.
I thought that you would be here by now. There’s nothing but this light, shinning brightly above me, But I am to weak to turn it off. There’s nothing left, but the ghost living inside of me. Were all in the body of someone who has previously died. Is that too scary to realise? Were all just here making up for the past persons mistake? You need to be clever to understand that this is...
I constantly wonder whats going on inside your head. Are you thinking of her or are you thinking of me? What ever happened to people being obvious and just being straight forward? Why can you not express everything for yourself? But instead you have these crazy antics which drive me insane, but make me thrive for you more. Sometimes I wonder.
Sometimes I am...
Sometimes I am scared to never wake up. Sometimes I am scared that your never going to remember me. Sometimes I am scared that this is all a dream and when I wake up everything will disappear. Sometimes I am scared that reality is wrong and our hearts are right. Sometimes I am wondering if I am on your mind anymore. Sometimes I am wondering if anything will change. Sometimes I am dreaming of being...
Its been to long, I’ve been waiting here. Since you broke my heart from the start. I waited and held on tight for you love. This is just the beginning of where I begin to think of you. I hope tonights the end of it all, and I can get enough of you. Were both going to die tonight of a broken heart. So just wait and you can experiance what I felt too many times before.
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