December 2008
40 posts
My Th1rteen R3asons Why.
1) I hate the way that you think you knew everything from the first time we met.
2) I had you wait all night long, just so you could feel it too.
3) Hearts are meant to be broken so in the end everything can fall into its natural place.
4) You made me scared to love, because I knew one day I would die young and alone.
5) I hope one day that you find these words, so you can know what you did to...
That was a long time ago...
Sin bravely.. We will never have all the facts to make a perfect judgement, but with the aid of basic experiance we must leap bravely into the future. True love comes quietly with out banners and flashing lights. The universe will reward you for taking risks on its behalf. Those who agree with us may no be right, but they are always taking that risk. Say little, and love much; give all; judge no...
This is the beginning
So I got home, to find a dog in the kitchen. So there I was thinking “A dog for me really?” Turns out its the kids next door dog. Hints why it was a tad bit older. I just want a dog again, I really miss mine well both of them.
So my FAD came today, the preorder I have been waiting for. But I will not be home in the north shore tomorrow night. cause i am in the city. Man. we will see what happens then… i just want to hear the cd finally. Basically…
WatchMe, Niki and Muffy
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I am still not sure...
**I stand here, at the corner of the street. Waiting and wishing that someone could come and take me away from disgrace. Help all of the voices in my head get quieter. Stand back this is where its all going to end.
We waste more hours than whats in a day, we laugh out loud when we know its just to late. Open the blinds and let the sunlight take you away. Feel exactly what I am feeling now. Please...
Running.
This is my fairy tale,
now just please give me a happy ending.
I am not over this.
Were shredding water trying to stay afloat.
I just wish that you knew how
you really made me feel.
You pushed me for the last time
now were really gone and have finally done it.
My love this is what we know
and this is how your making me hurt.
All we do is try to explain how this makes
me feel.
Are you dressed to kill or dressed to impress?...
So when I got home, there was a package. Originally I thought it was going to be my Folie A Duex pre-order package, but it was not- which sucked because I have not heard the cd yet because of that, but it was actually for my brother.
From what my family was saying we were not doing Christmas, but then can someone explain to me why they would be giving my brother a Mac Book yet I am not getting...
Dont act like you can do better than this.
You know me by my eyes,
but your never going to know whats truly there.
Do you remember running with the kite in the field or
watching the sun rise?
Just go ask Alice about all of this,
I am sure shes going to remember.
The things that you should.
its almost over.
I limit myself to one a day, you make me hurt so bad that I wish the blood would drain from me. Living has become a chore, living in this messed up world. Is it so wrong that I wish I was what you are to them?
We wait around wondering if this is all a dream, but one day this will be you and me. Sitting together living the life we dream oh baby can we just pretend for a while today?
Sometimes I...
I am tired at looking at this blank wall
the emptyness is killing me slowly and I
just want it all to be gone.
I wish there was a way
yet here we are.
I wait here and I wonder
why I gave all this up
yet I am as miserable as before.
We belong in the same place,
but I think I got to get out.
Before I break your heart to soon.
This place is just as empty now.
As it all was before.
We run from...
Did you truly expect me,
for this to be the end of it all?
I flashed a picture and a bright light in your eyes
Brothers and sister pretend to play nice
to get a good night
they left me all alone just to loose you again.
I am feeling young and reckless the
necklace hanging on my chest says your name
but its not the same.
I cant wait for you to be back to hold my hand,
I have the picture that we...
Everyone watches me
because I am lonely now.
I don’t like the lump thats forming
in my throat.
Lets call this even and say
I love you, again this is it now
and this is how it will be.
I cant stop breathing in the night
she never knew you the way I did.
Baby, its over. Considering that this is
how the world is letting us get through,
Sweetie, your gonna love me,
flash her that great big smirk...
“I, John, saw a new heaven and a new earth. The former heaven and the former...”
– I read this, about a month ago. I still shake when I think of him. I will never understand, but it breaks my heart more and more each day. Because this has become my life story…
We are tonights entertainment.
I tried so hard to understand,
why this happened again.
We had it all in front of us,
just for us to be,
slowly you were slipping away and fading from me
I was to naive to realize that without you i’m just me.
We talked so long about this world, and how
were gonna change it, but this is what
you were waiting for, a moment to be alone…
Because, I want you to know,
this is all we are,...
She Won Your Heart
She won your heart.
well at least thats what she thinks.
Shes got your ring,
while I sit here with your jacket on me.
She laughs along with those jokes your
boys are saying, but she don’t know.
When were together thats when love happens,
and the stars shine.
Your eyes are as bright as mine,
but when I’m gone they’re Grey.
You wear her around like the bracelet on my...
I feel so unloved. Goodbye...
_Some how everything is going to go back to the beginning,
when we were kids and we had mud on our faces.
There were so many things that make me
want to believe that this is how its gonna be.
Paint it in all of our colors,
write it like this is the end of it.
Make me believe, that your the boy of my dreams
who’s gonna sweep me off my feet.
There we are sitting together
and then they...
Watching Me.
I sit here wondering
whats going on out there, in your world or your head boy.
Stay there, sit down take a minuet to try to understand
why this is really happening.
I wear a feather in my hair just to know
which way the wind is blowing,
you stare at me from across the room
and all I wonder is, did that love hurt?
Because, were all just a little lost,
and were all just a little vein.
Oh...
Am I the only FOB diehard that hasn't given in and...
areyoupayingattention:
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Nope! I haven’t either!!!!
Samsies. I wont until the album is released.
W.A.B.D.F.M.
Its hard to find someone to love,
but when you do, you never want to let them go.
Its something magical yet its more meaningful than anything today.
I hate when you go away,
to only come back within another week when your bored.
Its hard to smile,
when I am constantly frowning on the inside.
I have become your nights entertainment,
its hard to believe that god created you for me,
like you...
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This will be the plan,
you see we start with something great and then let
it all fade away. We sit here wishing what could have been
would have been what we experienced,
we wait up all night just to get a glimpse of the city on sleep
yet we hear those cars beep and the city people
complain in the morning
when they realize another day begins
the rough life of riches and royalty.
Man put me...
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Here She Comes.
Drink up because its the last time a drop
of alcohol will pass these lips.
Thats what they say now
but when the world gets to her she will
realize that all thats here is misery and its her company.
Its all so clear that this is how shes gonna live.
A drink here and there, like the time you said goodbye
But you never really left?
I am certain that shes hurting herself more than us.
Were...